This is my 300th post of rubbish on tumblr.

:P  No no, not really!!  But I find it interesting.  Seeing as I have only clocked 259 posts on my personal one and I’ve had that for many years longer then this.  Tumblr encourages spam reblogs.

Anyway, I’ve been feeling a little deflated this last week.  Would you believe it’s because I’m on holidays.  Whenever I have an extended length of time with nothing to do…I freak out.  In all honesty I only have a week off and I have a load of uni notes that I need to get through before placement starts next week.  But I’ve been in such a funk, that it’s completely clouded my mind.  I’m starting to see the clouds parting, due to my desire to transcend it all again.  But it’s this vicious cycle for me.  I make progress and then I drop back just as suddenly.  All in due course…all in due course.

But really…the christmas break is looming ahead and all I can do is cower and cringe.  I’m going to have about 3 1/2 months off.  WHAT THE FREAK AM I GONNA DO!?  Yep…it’s a real problem for me.